How'd it go today?

Here's how it went today.

me: :(!

the bad treadmill is broken

the good treadmill is sandwiched between stuff in the garage

the gym will be WAY too crowded

it's too f-king cold to go outside

and it's already five :(

I was supposed to be DONE by now

f-ck f-ck f-ck

this makes for a VERY bad day

f-ck f-ck f-ck

I want to throw things and yell

it was like yesterday when technology hated me too

what's wrong with the universe???

Jimmy: =(

oh baby

me: :( :( :(

it's past my time to work out, and I don't have anywhere to work out anyway

this is BULLSH-T

I finally resolve to do something, and I get f-cked over

what the f-ck is wrong with that treadmill anyway? and why is there so much sh-t in the garage?

and it's the wrong time of day AND year to go to the gym

f-ck this sh-t

I'm going to carry on being fat until the day I die

Jimmy: I love you

want to come over

and beat me

me: no

that won't help

I want to f-cking go running

for the first time in months

I finally have any sort of motivation to do ANYTHING and it just goes splat

Let's try this again, shall we?

Tomorrow:

Breakfast: Avocado with toast
Snack: Apple and cheese stick
Lunch: Tomato and mozzarella sandwich and a side salad
Snack: Pria bar at 2, powerade at 3
Workout: Do I try the run workout today, even though I'll run again on Thursday? Or just do the walking part? + I'll do some abs too
Dinner: Tilapia filets
Snack: Some cocoa